When you’re living in a world full of restrictions and limits you have a choice of becoming rebellious or apathetic but why choose when you can have it all? It’s good to switch back and forth when one can be very exhausting and the other doesn’t do much to improve anything. Today I was put in a place where I had to handle a very fucked up situation that was addressed very calmly which saved me a whole lot of energy and what little remains of my sanity. I have a silent riot going on inside and an apathetic look stuck on my face right now. On one hand I’m proud of what I stopped myself from saying but on the other I’m somewhat disappointed I didn’t state what’s really on my mind. I guess I’ll have to get over it, own up, and eventually move on. I find solace in the fact the that the people keeping me down will not always be here. I can, and I will, leave this all behind.