Monday, September 24, 2012

No More Drama

When you’re living in a world full of restrictions and limits you have a choice of becoming rebellious or apathetic but why choose when you can have it all? It’s good to switch back and forth when one can be very exhausting and the other doesn’t do much to improve anything. Today I was put in a place where I had to handle a very fucked up situation that was addressed very calmly which saved me a whole lot of energy and what little remains of my sanity. I have a silent riot going on inside and an apathetic look stuck on my face right now. On one hand I’m proud of what I stopped myself from saying but on the other I’m somewhat disappointed I didn’t state what’s really on my mind. I guess I’ll have to get over it, own up, and eventually move on. I find solace in the fact the that the people keeping me down will not always be here. I can, and I will, leave this all behind.

Sunday, September 9, 2012

9/9/2012

Nothing's working out.. Instruments giving wrong concentrations, gas cylinders stuck on the wrong pressure, samples homogenized with the wrong dilution. Wrong. Wrong. Wrong. Two wrongs don't make a right, but what about a collection of wrongs?

Friday, September 7, 2012

7/9/2012

How can one organ orchestrates the whole body? What makes all other organs follow it like a pack leader? How can I restore the order? Chaos doesn't feel so good. My uterus is mad at me.. Again.

Monday, September 3, 2012

3/9/2012

The tendency to complicate what’s otherwise simply straightforward is the force that’s draining our souls. Wasting effort here and there is what’s leaving us so powerless to unveil the drapes blinding us from seeing our glorious potentials. Our bubbles are saturated and ready to burst with unnecessary nuisances. They want us occupied with what doesn’t matter so we won’t pay attention to their inefficiency. They failed us. We know that. we are too busy to react.