How come a “love” so ancient come to haunt you after so many years with such ferocious intensity. I’m sick of you taking shelter in my head. You are not welcomed, leave!
I’m sick of the perfect memories.. Memories I obviously created of you to drive myself crazy. What we had never worked. We hated each other yet we stayed. We brought each other pain yet we clung together. We were stupid by nature then stupefied even further by the promise of us against the world. I guess the world won for there was never us.
You are not what I want.. You were never what I wanted. I want you in my head now.