First of all this post is going to get sexual, it’s going to talk about me and my insane views a preferences, and it's going to be a waste of time to anyone who reads it. So if you're not a fan of me, and you don’t appreciate sexual discussions please spare yourself the agony of reading this post.
It started out with a young girl (a very young girl) learning about sex from a porn magazine with the help of the girl next door. what that girl saw was fascinating, was magical, maybe a bit twisted too, but that little girl was too sick of playing perfect and not getting any rewards. That event helped shape the weird person who's typing this post, you see, that little girl learned that day that being good wasn’t the right thing for her. She learned that she's a rebel, she's unique, she's not satisfied, and that she wanted more.
The little girl grew up on porn and sexual drama to be me with all my glory. 3gb elmo8adema elly ma kan laha da3y I'll start with the post:p
To me sex is a currency, it's an exchange between two consenting adults, this definition is kind of normal right! Well, the interesting thing is that I just cant think of sex as a result of a loving relation ship!! To me a relation ship is too sacred to be tainted with sexual drama, too virgin if I may say. Its true that I'm too horny for my own good, but in my past relationships I couldn’t think of what would happen next! I loved being around that person but the thought of turning the great thing that we had into something that will consume that love just scared me and made me push that person away. I believe in relationships, but I believe in one night stands even more. I believe that sexual craving should be taken care of away from the frame that binds two! I know it sounds crazy but that's how I feel! I feel that if I ever wanted to be in a successful relationship, I have to have something on the side!
A little reassurance to all my readers (all three of you:p), I'm not a prostitute! I don’t sleep around, what I wrote is what I feel but I'm a person who doesn’t act on her feelings because they're too crazy! I respect myself far too much to act that way, and that’s why I'll forever be sexually frustrated!