I’m in so much pain, this semester is killing me wallah. I’m too tired to even take a bath! Every action is too much, any effort makes me even more depressed if that was possible! I want to sleep but I can’t and even if I managed to, it’s not of good quality, and every moment spent trying to go to sleep adds agony! I want to cry but I’m not capable to do that anymore, I’m dead inside as people say!
Have you ever felt that a song was written for you? Every time I listen to coldplay’s fix you I feel like it was written about my suffering on my stupid capstone project. Wallah I’m doing my best but I’m not succeeding and it’s frustrating.
If I was socially retarded before I don’t know what I am now! I have taken to telling people to “go kiss a frog” when I no longer want to talk to them, it sounds childish mo! Because it is childish, I’m turning into a crappy mood asshole of a giant child and I’m hating it!
People who know me must want to kill me and I really don’t blame them, I want to kill me!!