"Sumayo na'6fy darech tyeeb emara'6 beye6la3 feha feran!"
Me: 5al at5araj awal!
"Sumayo 9ayra eshmetnech meta bte'63efeen? Enty meno ga3d t3andeen ya3ny!"
Me: ma ga3d a3aned a7ad, sekto 3any al7een 5al at5araj 3gb 7achony!
"Sumayo mn zeman ma sawaity cheese cake"
Me: esta'3fer allah!!
Sumayo this, sumayo that, I don't want to hear that name again!! What scares me is what if I still couldn't achieve what's being asked of me even after I graduate! And what scares me even more is that I don't do good this semester and not graduate!!
I've had to fulfill everyone's expectations all the time, and even when I had the courage to break away from family's demands, I have to fulfill doctor's expectations, friend's expectations, and first of all my expectations! I hate feeling like a failure all the time!!:(