Only I could go to a lecture called keys to happiness and leave teary eyed! Its not like I didn't have fun, because I did! I laughed and I even participated, but I couldn't help but feel guilty for being happy! Guilty because I didn't call my project partner so that we start working! Guilty because I'm laughing while my friend is in pain! Guilty because I smile and nod when the doctor says some negative thing that people do and I recognize it in me!
I have no excuse to be negative, that I know! But what if I'm too scared of being positive, because if I'm happy then I have no excuse to be not satisfied!!